I am tired tired tired of being fat! Wait, save your breathe. I don't want to hear people telling me I'm not fat. The cold honest truth is, that I am. Scientifically I am obese, morbidly so according to some BMI calculators. I'm not about to become anorexic in order to lose the weight. I will do it in a healthy manner; I have a husband and baby to take care of!
Desperately I want our lifestyle to become more healthy. I DO NOT want Madelynn growing up fighting with this. Genetics have a lot to do with it. I want her to have a healthy start, so she isn't in this situation. I would be a terrible mother if I were to help her become what I am now... I've suffered a lot for it and probably will quite a bit more before I leave this world and I'd like her to be able to avoid as much as possible.
Thus! I am going to start working on it now. I am, after I am done with this blog, going to print out a calender to make a meal schedule. My biggest problem is not knowing what to make thus I don't and Brandon ends up getting take out. I will make a shopping list, go buy it, and make this food. I will pick healthier things; whole wheat over white, baked over fried, water over soda. Every day the weather is nice we will go for walks. Every night after she goes to sleep I will exercise at least 30 mins.
I've lost 40 lbs so far. Lets keep going another 75lbs!

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